Byeee~

Goodbye Hometown

Ohh before i forget my ticket on 10pm tonight

and i'm sure you guys know where I'll heading to

Nothing much to say, just wish me safe in my journey k..

C ya~

Love

Actually, i don't have any idea to write something

but all of a sudden this word come across my mind

so, i'm gonna write something bout it. You wanna call me 'jiwang'

or whatever ?i'm cool.lalalalala~

LOVE?

what is love?can we defines love?

Hmm, actually it has various definition, in various context

one defines love is different from the others

it covers many aspects

and if i wanna talk about it deeply, my age doesn't enough to cover that thing

You can see many quotations,books,journals and whatsoever

that discuss about love. But most of it referring to love between a man and woman.

Lot of sayings you can find in the internet

such as :

'We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. '

'Love is giving someone the power to destroy you...but trusting them not to. '

'Last night I looked up and matched each star with a reason why I love you; I was doing great, until I ran out of stars.'

There are many of em' that you'll discover later.

Why on earth i give a damn to write all this things?

why?

Hmmm~

Maybe because i'm in love and I just want to share my happiness, my feeling

to others, yeah I think that is the point.

I've mentioned name of the girl that I'm in love with right?

so, today i just want to share something bout my feeling since I met her.

We both in the same course 'Laws' and we're from Nilai foundation. But we never meet each other in Nilai. I don't know her and her as well. So, nothing happened in Nilai.

So, we just straight to IIUM Gombak. Our first sem, i didn't really remember..

as i'm in different stream. Maybe i've recognized her face and know she's a law student but never ever know her name. Yeah,not interested maybe cos my memories with my ex is still there. Cut about ex things.

Back to the story, it started in 2nd sem when we both have several subjects together.From that moment, I knew her name, and able to recognize if we meet somewhere.

But we're not that close, just as classmate. The moment that we started to close was in BMP class~

I'm kinda 'gila2' person so easy to get close with anyone.

From that moment we started to comment each other in Facebook, actually me.haha~Just for fun..:)

Later we chat each other~also for fun

and I found she's kinda can get along person

nice to be friend with you (at that moment la)

Then we've mock trial together

so,more close. But not really close la :) you know, biasa2 jelah.

Then we done with our exam, but there's no feeling at all from that moment

My mind said 'Nak try kan takot da ad boyfrend'

hahahahaha~

so, i just set aside that thing

So, now we enter into most crucial part..haha

actually, it started on FB..we chat each other, like I said before

really comfortable to chat with, maybe coz we share the same

mind~haha

I don't know all of a sudden I felt to ask her number. and I asked.

Got both her numbers. I started to text her.and it was positive.:)

Her boyfriend?I guess dont have.lol

Since then, I'm falling.Awwww~

We started to know each other better

we found some similarities in each other

and texting each other all day long.

It's so heaven.

From 'like' it became 'love'

and now lover.

Maybe it's quite fast, but we can't help the feeling

of falling into the sweetness of love.

Just pray for us to be happy together :)

Love ya always

Just a few more days.

It's already tuesday 
only few more days before I leave my hometown, my village
my family...sob3~
yeah, as you already know I got offer from Star Solution 
and I'm gonna take that offer and start working on 3rd May
 
But the problem is, I still can't find any place to stay.Damn.
I'm looking forward a house or room maybe in Damansara or Sungai Buloh,
even Gombak also doesn't be a matter for me.I'm cool.

So, anybody got idea to solve my problem ??help me~ -___-'

What else ya,
Actually, I want to share some good news and behind the good
must be kinda not really good news to be inserted.

The good is I found a girl who at first just my classmate but later turned to be
my soulmate, isn't it romantic? nope?ok.Fine.
Her name is Susilawati bin Salleh.A girl of course, and a real girl :)

other info?hmm.That's all la, not necessarily to tell the whole damn story here ok..:)


About the so called not a good story behind that is, I don't really understand why people should be jealous?or create some not nice story about me till it almost ruins my relationship.Damn bitch.


Could you please shut up!and just pray for my happiness?can't you?
Why on earth people like you exist.Shit!


You just spoil my mood. Fuck off!

Some tips to you guys !

I picked it up from some article and wanna share it with u guys. One of the thing that woman need in man, you know what?Read it :D

 

     Most guys don't appreciate being a man.

 

     What do I mean by that? Well, we're attracted to women, but we'd

rather be "picked up" and have the women do all the work.

 

     Wouldn't it be easier if girls approached us, tried to seduce us and take

us home?

 

      STOP!

 

      That's the mindset that many guys (myself included) feel from time to

time and it's a very unattractive mentality to have. Here's why:

 

      "You can either resent being a man or EMBRACE IT"

 

     What is being a man?

 

     - It's being a provider

     - It's being strong & dominant

     - It's being sexually attracted to females

 

     and most importantly, and the one that I want to talk about today,

 

     - It's being a LEADER

 

     Yes, you can either resent having to make all the decisions in the

relationship OR you can embrace it, see it as a gift and a privilege.

Sometimes being a man sucks, but it's a pretty damn good thing

most of the time.

 

     Think about it, YOU get to make all the decisions, YOU

get to do what you want, YOU LEAD.

 

     1. WHY MOST MEN DON'T DO THIS NATURALLY

 

     When you were little, if you were raised with any siblings, it's

likely that your mother thought you to ask what others want before

doing anything.

 

     "Did I give you permission to do that?!"
     "Ask your sister what she wants for dinner"

     "Ask your dad what he wants"

 

     Even with our friends, we'd ask among ourselves...

"Ok, what does everyone want to do?"

 

     Our entire childhood was based around asking what everyone

else wanted to do before we did anything else.

 

     You know what? That's a GOOD thing. That's the reason why we

can be friends, because as men, we NEED to listen to other men in

order to co-exist. Otherwise, if all men were leading all the time...

well, we'd have a lot of conflict.

 

     However!

 

     What we NEVER LEARNED (but should have!) is that women

are naturally more submissive and WANT MEN TO LEAD THEM.

 

     This means driving the car, all the time.

     This means making the decisions, all the time.

 

     NOTE: THIS DOES NOT MEAN THAT YOU NEED TO

BE CORRECT ALL THE TIME.

 

     There are times (many in fact, where you will be wrong about

something, just admit to it. Leading does not mean "doing it your way

all the time", it simply means that you'll take initiative and always lead

the couple in the direction that you know best )

 

     Ultimately, you need to be the man, all the time.

 

     Now you can either think: "Oh wow, that's hard, I don't want to

decide all the time" or like I previously said, you can embrace it and

realize it's one of the biggest gifts you have as a man: "Sweet! I get to

decide what we do.. like all the time?!!? Awesome!"

 

     Now you can be selfish as a leader but I don't recommend it

because it won't work long term. Instead, a good leader will make

sure that he's aware of what everyone wants, needs, desires and

will choose in consequence to make everyone, including himself, happy.

 

     Because I like examples, here's one:

 

     1. If you're walking around on a first date, you might figure out when

the last time she ate, what kind of food she likes, if she has any

allergies, etc. Then, based on this information and your own

personal preference, you'll be well equipped to lead and say:

 

     THE GOOD WAY TO LEAD:

 

     "Oh, I know this great Mexican place around the corner,

let's go have a quick bite"

 

      You now lead the way as a man, and she'll love you for it because

you already found out that she's Ok with Mexican food and that she's a

little hungry herself. Great leaders (and men) always consider what others

want, and then make the best decisions for everyone involved, even

when they are hard decisions to make.

 

     THE NEUTRAL WAY TO LEAD:

 

     "I'm hungry, let's go eat at a restaurant... I don't know which

one, let's just see what happens"

 

     This isn't bad, but this isn't exactly leading with a clear destination

in mind, it's just meandering around like a river without a destination.

 

     THE BAD WAY TO LEAD:

 

     "Let's go have sushi!" (when she hates seafood) and then insist on

going to your choice of restaurant.

 

     THE WORSE WAY TO LEAD:

 

     "So, are you hungry? Do you want to go eat? Ok, Where do you

want to go eat? I'll eat anything, I don't care, where do YOU want to go?"

 

     If you do this, you're acting like a wussy.

 

     Leading applies to so much more than just deciding where to go

or what to do. It means telling a girl what you want truthfully and honestly,

it means escalating, it means taking her hand and leading her somewhere.

 

     If you could do anything and have no chance of failure, what would you do?

 

     As a man, that's your reality.

 

     Embrace it.

 

     You'll be proud of yourself as a man, and women will love you for it.

Friend

What does friend really mean to you?

just to keep you company when you want to eat?the one who is your roommate? or people who you go and back from class together?

I dont think many of us still dont get the real meaning of FRIEND . So,i'm here to explain the thing that really complicated based on my broad experiences(just joking)lol

I'm not a lecturer or phsychologist or whatever elite profession related, but just a friend and want to write something that i know.And i'd like to share it with my readers :)

First, let all of us be surprised at what a dictionary says about what a friend really is:

1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
5. Friend - A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.

How many people that seem to be close to us, are we able to really trust?  Even the closest of friends, that we have had friendships with, for decades, have secrets hidden from us, that many are afraid to admit, because they know that they will loose contact with us, should be those secrets be revealed.

 I once have a friend, a really good friend but I think it turned out to be enemy(not really) right now. We didn't talk for a long time, dont text each other, dont call, and we kinda lost contact. I don't know where the mistake is?who should i blame?me or her? And it's happened due to some kind of big problem.not necessarily to mention it here.

I dont want to exaggerate or talk more about this, probably she'll read this too :|

But, basically what I can say here is everybody have their own word to define FRIEND

Some will define it on their own way of life, thinking.

Some may define it through their own perspective, it's free.No limitation.

But here,lemme give my own definition, what i think based on my observation,experience and other things related, i can say that friend is someone or something (not necessarily people )that really close and maybe with or without any blood relationship.They're the one we believe and put enough trust to tell something, share something, whether it's a big or small things.Happy or Sad things.Doesn't matter.

The one that will make us feel so relief.and really comfortable to be with.The one that available for us most of the time, ready to hear our problems, willing to help us without expecting any reward.

That's what friend really is :)

But dont get it wrong, sometimes people tend to define bestfriend as gayfriend..lol

Yeah, they always be seen together.Eat together, go to class together, people may get it wrongly..haha.Typical people.But it doesn't matter, gay pom gay lah..as long we don't do anything that trouble others :D

Thanks for reading :)

I love her!!

It's not a post for family,girlfriends or friends 

it's for someone who i really love to listen or watch

and i know her deeply even though she doesn't know me..isk3

nvm then.

So, who is the person that i'm referring to?

Actually she's an artist

and i'm in love with her voice, it's just too sweet and nice to be listened to

ok, lets straight to the point,

 Taylor Swift

 she's too hot..lalalala~

 Cover for Teen Vogue magazine

She has such a sweet face :)

 Sometimes look bitchy..lol

One scene in Love Story video clip

 Isn't she adorable?

Taylor Swift with Carrie Underwood

and I really crazy bout this song..it's so meaningful plus sorrowful

Back to December-CMA Award 2010

For those who dont really know and have no clue bout who

this hot girl is, lemme tell you in brief :D

 

Her long name is Taylor Alison Swift and she was born December 13, 1989) is an American country pop singer-songwriter, musician and actress.

i can believe she just a few months older than me!!

in her age she achieved so many great things(achievement)

it's more than 100!!wow

she got billboard bestselling,she won grammy, her album was sold worldwide over 33 millions copies..Man, it's unbelievable.

Her songwriting style is like a diary, it's all about story, sad things, happy things.You should listen her song, and you'll know why i really in love with her :)

 You must be familiar with her song and unique voice right?i dont believe if people doesn't know her.Absurd!lol

My first time when I listened to her is 'Love Story', since then,i started to attract by her cool lyric and voice ..so adorable.

I got the job and i'm so fly

yeah,finally after i've waited for several days and my friend called me today,he's like upset for not getting the job but at 3.00pm Mr Adrian called us and 

welcome to Star Solution Company, i was like WOW..i got it ..i got it..

I'll start on 3rd march and need to find house to stay..yeah 'i'm a worker now'

haha..It was a good news to me today :)

I'll try my best to get salary as much as i can, my employer said during interview

'be greedy!!even though money is not everything but at the end of the day u still need money rite??

I should listen to him..haha

and i'm really so fly like a g6 now

i started to imagine to buy this and that..lol

but must remember to save some for my educational purpose..yeah..

think of the future Hafidz !!

Hmm, today also i've another good news

but of course it's secret..haha

i'm happy today and thanks to you :)

Bye

Home sweet home :)

Finally my ass sit on the right place, my hometown..yeah :)

My dad sent me to LRT station and it's so early in the morning..and i'm so sleepy at that moment

but what to do, I need to go back..miss my village :)

then I got my ticket on 10am,while waiting for the bus, I find a place to sit and saw one family,I guess they want to send their mother and sister, that family has two daughters , the big one(4-5 years old) and small one(7-8 months) The sister is so cute, she kissed her little sis many times with full of love and showed her geram(dont know the exact word in english), and it's so sweet of em'

I wish I could have daughter like that too :)

In the bus, I sat next to a guy(looks like indie guy)..who cares rite?

suddenly problem occured after 50 minutes trip started, bus broke down..oh shit man !!at that moment

i was like so sleepy and i said 'what the heck is happening'?

so,me and other passengers need to wait another bus to come and pick us..luckily,there was other bus!

At 6pm i reached to terminal :)

I felt so relieved.My aunt came to pick me up, and now I'm home :)

and today my result for interview..hope I can get the job.God please help me :|

Going back :)

I'm going back..yeehaaa :)

it's tomorrow without any preparation

my bag still don't ready, other things..huh

ticket?no..

but still wanna go back, i dont care

hope there'll be a ticket for me..pleaseeee

keep one for me..=.=

I think it's been a long long time i'm not going home

meet my family, quite miss em'

but when i meet em' i dont think i miss em'..haha..

Wish i'll be reached my destination safely :)

Goodbye people :)

Interview

I just don't know what to say about that

It was a tough journey, it's like shit !!

I went to the interview place from Gombak with another friend

and you know the weather kinda jealous with us..huh sabo jela..

We through the rain and storm for the job, for our sake to fill our stomach..huhu

(kinda exaggerate)lol

But lastly, we managed to be there on time..gratefully..

and undergo some interview but not really interview actually

sort of conversation, not formal,just the cool one

and it was done, just hope for the call

and i can start on 2nd may 2011 for 4 months :)

hope i can make some new friends and girlfriends too..haha

so, stay cool hafidz..u'll get laid then..:)

yeeehaaaa..

Just go with it :)

I guess you must be know this story right??

or no?ooo, I just syok sendiri la..nvm..lol

okay, today i'm gonna talk bout this movie

'Just go with it' starring Adam sandler and Jennifer Aniston

It's comedy romantic genre

Actually,i've been wanting to watch it since I watched the trailer

bout a month ago, I know it'll be superb movie and it is !!

I'm so glad i've watched such a great movie 

The story potrays the life of Adam Sandler as a plastic surgeon 

which had worst experience with woman due to his look.

His wife-to-be cheat on him on the day they'll be married

is it sad right?

luckily he knows the truth before it'll be too late 

All the lie starts from that moment

he go to the bar after that and meet a girl and screw her up

by using his fake marriage story through his wedding ring

till one day, he meet a girl 23 years old

and think in love with her without noticing and realizing his true feeling to

her assistant Jennifer Aniston,a widow who have 2 kids

The rest you must watch it by yourself, 

one word bout this movie,Superb.

You guys should watch it !!

 

Happy holiday people :)

Yabedabeduuuuuuuuu..

Haha, sounds happy plus crazy,

actually my vacation already started

after my last paper finished 2 days ago

but i'm kinda bored now, dont know what to do..hmm

yeah, i dont have friends to talk with, girlfriend to share my feeling with  :(

it's ok la..Now, i'm looking for a job

but still yet negative..huh!

Enough for that,

lemme tell something that i've done after my exam was done

Actually, it's my friend's birhday on 13th April

so as friends me and my friends planned something,

you know kinda suprise party..haha

so I started to text several close friends 

and done!!eventhough it wasn't vogue, but still meaningful yet suprising

we're throwing eggs and have some snacks after that,just so simple

I'm sure he'll reminiscing it till the end

you know, it's really great to have such friends

I mean friend that will be here when in need

But why someone still dont get it ..

I just dont understand

forget that..

I've snapped several pictures

since it was a happy day right

Besday Boy covered with EGGS

From behind

 Even though it wasn't his birthday but still got some side effect of it..lol

And lastly, we're together with unknown foreigner..lol

hope, we can celebrate happening besday like this again n again

Bye..and happy holidays reader :)

Things that I really wanted

Helloooo peeps,it's 4 a.m already but

still have no feel to sleep -___-

As i'm still alive, i mean in conscious and awake

i'd like to share with all of you three things that i badly wanted

for this 5 months vacation, just for this period ok !!

other things later :)

okay, the first thing is ....

 

I bet you must know what this thing is right??

haha,Iphone 4

Please someone buy this for me..:)

I guess many people want this right, it's one of

the greatest phone this time, got many applications,

games and many other awesome things..

I don't think it's a loss to spend 

over RM2000 for good things right?

 it's reasonable but not affordable :(

ok, now we move to the other thing,

no more phone,

it's...

  

DSLR camera..

since i love in photography and take others pix

but not mine

so,i think i need this..haha

not really need actually, but just as to fill my leisure time with something..lol

my friends said that i really have talent in photography,haha

dont laugh people it's true

so i think this thing will complete me badly :)

ok, now we move to the last thing

it's something that i already had but just different brand

it's..

 

Vaio laptop

..

mommy, i want this thing too

i owned acer but i'm not really have interest with this brand

i want vaio, but why vaio??

because it's so cute come with many colours..

and light too

like above thing which pink in colour

dont you think it's supercute??

i think so..

Therefore, it's the end of my story this time

i hope someone can grant my wish to have these thing

or at least one of these

haha..I dont think it'll come as gift 

so, people lets pray for me to successfully own these things

mode: desperate

Bye..and goodmorning :)