Actually, i don't have any idea to write something
but all of a sudden this word come across my mind
so, i'm gonna write something bout it. You wanna call me 'jiwang'
or whatever ?i'm cool.lalalalala~
what is love?can we defines love?
Hmm, actually it has various definition, in various context
one defines love is different from the others
it covers many aspects
and if i wanna talk about it deeply, my age doesn't enough to cover that thing
You can see many quotations,books,journals and whatsoever
that discuss about love. But most of it referring to love between a man and woman.
Lot of sayings you can find in the internet
such as :
'We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. '
'Love is giving someone the power to destroy you...but trusting them not to. '
'Last night I looked up and matched each star with a reason why I love you; I was doing great, until I ran out of stars.'
There are many of em' that you'll discover later.
Why on earth i give a damn to write all this things?
Maybe because i'm in love and I just want to share my happiness, my feeling
to others, yeah I think that is the point.
I've mentioned name of the girl that I'm in love with right?
so, today i just want to share something bout my feeling since I met her.
We both in the same course 'Laws' and we're from Nilai foundation. But we never meet each other in Nilai. I don't know her and her as well. So, nothing happened in Nilai.
So, we just straight to IIUM Gombak. Our first sem, i didn't really remember..
as i'm in different stream. Maybe i've recognized her face and know she's a law student but never ever know her name. Yeah,not interested maybe cos my memories with my ex is still there. Cut about ex things.
Back to the story, it started in 2nd sem when we both have several subjects together.From that moment, I knew her name, and able to recognize if we meet somewhere.
But we're not that close, just as classmate. The moment that we started to close was in BMP class~
I'm kinda 'gila2' person so easy to get close with anyone.
From that moment we started to comment each other in Facebook, actually me.haha~Just for fun..:)
Later we chat each other~also for fun
and I found she's kinda can get along person
nice to be friend with you (at that moment la)
Then we've mock trial together
so,more close. But not really close la :) you know, biasa2 jelah.
Then we done with our exam, but there's no feeling at all from that moment
My mind said 'Nak try kan takot da ad boyfrend'
so, i just set aside that thing
So, now we enter into most crucial part..haha
actually, it started on FB..we chat each other, like I said before
really comfortable to chat with, maybe coz we share the same
I don't know all of a sudden I felt to ask her number. and I asked.
Got both her numbers. I started to text her.and it was positive.:)
Her boyfriend?I guess dont have.lol
Since then, I'm falling.Awwww~
We started to know each other better
we found some similarities in each other
and texting each other all day long.
It's so heaven.
From 'like' it became 'love'
and now lover.
Maybe it's quite fast, but we can't help the feeling
It's already tuesday only few more days before I leave my hometown, my village my family...sob3~ yeah, as you already know I got offer from Star Solution and I'm gonna take that offer and start working on 3rd May
But the problem is, I still can't find any place to stay.Damn. I'm looking forward a house or room maybe in Damansara or Sungai Buloh, even Gombak also doesn't be a matter for me.I'm cool.
So, anybody got idea to solve my problem ??help me~ -___-' What else ya, Actually, I want to share some good news and behind the good must be kinda not really good news to be inserted.
The good is I found a girl who at first just my classmate but later turned to be my soulmate, isn't it romantic? nope?ok.Fine. Her name is Susilawati bin Salleh.A girl of course, and a real girl :) other info?hmm.That's all la, not necessarily to tell the whole damn story here ok..:)
About the so called not a good story behind that is, I don't really understand why people should be jealous?or create some not nice story about me till it almost ruins my relationship.Damn bitch.
Could you please shut up!and just pray for my happiness?can't you? Why on earth people like you exist.Shit!
just to keep you company when you want to eat?the one who is your roommate? or people who you go and back from class together?
I dont think many of us still dont get the real meaning of FRIEND . So,i'm here to explain the thing that really complicated based on my broad experiences(just joking)lol
I'm not a lecturer or phsychologist or whatever elite profession related, but just a friend and want to write something that i know.And i'd like to share it with my readers :)
First, let all of us be surprised at what a dictionary says about what a friend really is:
1.A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
5. Friend - A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.
How many people that seem to be close to us, are we able to really trust? Even the closest of friends, that we have had friendships with, for decades, have secrets hidden from us, that many are afraid to admit, because they know that they will loose contact with us, should be those secrets be revealed.
I once have a friend, a really good friend but I think it turned out to be enemy(not really) right now. We didn't talk for a long time, dont text each other, dont call, and we kinda lost contact. I don't know where the mistake is?who should i blame?me or her? And it's happened due to some kind of big problem.not necessarily to mention it here.
I dont want to exaggerate or talk more about this, probably she'll read this too :|
But, basically what I can say here is everybody have their own word to define FRIEND
Some will define it on their own way of life, thinking.
Some may define it through their own perspective, it's free.No limitation.
But here,lemme give my own definition, what i think based on my observation,experience and other things related, i can say that friend is someone or something (not necessarily people )that really close and maybe with or without any blood relationship.They're the one we believe and put enough trust to tell something, share something, whether it's a big or small things.Happy or Sad things.Doesn't matter.
The one that will make us feel so relief.and really comfortable to be with.The one that available for us most of the time, ready to hear our problems, willing to help us without expecting any reward.
That's what friend really is :)
But dont get it wrong, sometimes people tend to define bestfriend as gayfriend..lol
Yeah, they always be seen together.Eat together, go to class together, people may get it wrongly..haha.Typical people.But it doesn't matter, gay pom gay lah..as long we don't do anything that trouble others :D
Finally my ass sit on the right place, my hometown..yeah :)
My dad sent me to LRT station and it's so early in the morning..and i'm so sleepy at that moment
but what to do, I need to go back..miss my village :)
then I got my ticket on 10am,while waiting for the bus, I find a place to sit and saw one family,I guess they want to send their mother and sister, that family has two daughters , the big one(4-5 years old) and small one(7-8 months) The sister is so cute, she kissed her little sis many times with full of love and showed her geram(dont know the exact word in english), and it's so sweet of em'
I wish I could have daughter like that too :)
In the bus, I sat next to a guy(looks like indie guy)..who cares rite?
suddenly problem occured after 50 minutes trip started, bus broke down..oh shit man !!at that moment
i was like so sleepy and i said 'what the heck is happening'?
so,me and other passengers need to wait another bus to come and pick us..luckily,there was other bus!
At 6pm i reached to terminal :)
I felt so relieved.My aunt came to pick me up, and now I'm home :)
and today my result for interview..hope I can get the job.God please help me :|